this is the year where i learnt al0t 0f things ab0ut pe0ple . begining 0f the year was a very painful 0ne . did a mistake which i will regret thr0ugh 0ut my entire life . I trusted pe0ple wh0m i sh0uldnt even have trusted . I ch0se a b0yfriend 0ver friends and family . A b0yfriend wh0m was abusive in b0th physically and verbally . but i g0t 0ver him after a l0ng struggle with al0t em0ti0ns and stress .
its during that time i did n0t d0 well f0r 0 levels and ended up entering ite simei ch00sing nursing c0urse . i th0ught life was 0ver and i will definetly bec0me influenced . but i was wr0ng . i met a l0t 0f new friends in sch00l . i g0t t0 realised that there were pe0ple suffering fr0m w0rst pr0blems then me and i g0t inspired by the way h0w they c0uld handle the pr0blems . i had al0t 0f quarrels 0ver my friend due t0 jeal0usy . we had drifted apart since then . th0ugh we are still cl0se i n0e it aint like last time . but i am 0kay with it . this is the year where a friend bastard me 0ver a guy . and i ended up being n0t myself . i g0t inv0lved in drinking , sm0king , fighting and even sniffing glue . but i g0t 0ver it . and i am happy . as i sit here thinking ab0ut this last day 0f this year i am smiling . i have 0verc0med al0t 0f fear and stress . i have gained strength and kn0wledge ab0ut the pe0ple ar0und me . And my mum t00 went al0t this year due t0 me and her sibling . and i am amazed by her strength t00 .
i even th0ught ab0ut ending my life this year . but i am happy i din ch00se such a decisi0n cause he wasnt w0rth my life . at the same time , Nursing has th-ught me alt 0f patience . i even learnt t0 endure pain .
i have cried al0t and i h0pe 2010 w0uld be a better year f0r me .
