Friday, November 20, 2009

20n0vember2009

back h0me fr0m sch00l . .
as usual just r0tting at h0me . .


just n0w during sch00l , kirthi , and uma and i had a lil arguement . and kirthi was angry with uma . but sh0uted at me . and den i asked her , why did y0u sh0ut at me . and she said its because i d0nt talk back . and lily said i am a idi0t (illichavayiie) . .

0kie s0 n0w i realise why fatimah and every0ne vent their anger 0n me . . is it cause i d0nt talk back ?
but i am being like this cause i d0nt wan t0 be like last time . i will end up l0sing them if i were t0 talk back . . s0 being quiet d0esnt mean i am a idi0t . .

and i am just fucking irritated . why am i behaving like this ?
whats wr0ng with me ?
why am i l0sing pe0ple that really mean al0t t0 me ?
i n0e i am l0sing them and yet i d0nt make a eff0rt t0 h0ld dem back .
why am i being such a idi0t .
i am bec0ming mad . .

realli . if y0u can , jus push me 0ff the train track . and get it 0ver with . .

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