Thursday, November 19, 2009

19n0vember2009

went t0 sch00l and came back h0me . .
was chatting with kirthi and realised she did n0t have f00d at h0me . and since my h0use had extra f00d at h0me , i trained t0 khatib passed her the f00d and jus returned h0me . .
life is like fucking l0nely n0w .

n0 bestfriend beside n0w
n0 l0ve beside n0w .
mummy 0s0 n0t beside n0w . .

sighhss . .

have been sh00ting 0ut w0rds that are hurting pe0ple . . i am n0 l0nger talkin t0 the aunty . age makes a big difference wad . . had been hurting r0shni the day bef0re yesterday and we had a arguement . and made the decis0n n0t t0 talk t0 her like h0w i always d0 . cause s0me pe0ple jus d0 n0t adapt t0 my w0rds . .
0kiees . . am feeling very tired .. s0 wanna quit the new habit . . i n0e its wr0ng . and i am hurting myself . but this makes me feel g00d . .
and i am very sure that this time i am g0in in the bad way . but i cann0t be b0thererd . cause i realise i am t00 weak . b0th inside and 0utside . its all the fault 0f the new habit . .
MrL0ve and friends i am s0rry f0r hiding ab0ut it . .
and d0nt ask me ab0ut it . cause i am n0t g0nna tell y0u all what i am d0ing behind y0ur back . .


tired.sick.weak.addicted

if y0u can , take a gun and put it t0 my head and get it 0ver with . .

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