she's back h0me . and i d0nt like the feeling . i was using the h0use f0ne t0 t0k t0 dinesh . and she was like wh0 is g0nna pay the bill all . i realli wanna gr0w up and live 0n my 0wn . i am sure i will nvr regret . jus n0w met twin . and i felt superb g00d t0kin t0 her lah . wen it was time f0r her t0 leave , i realli din wan her t0 leave . life will be s0 much betta wen y0u are living al0ne . with n0 w0rries . dis pe0ple treating me like an 0utsider . next m0nth grandparents g0in away . i am very sure things will be freaking w0rse . the auny and she will take 0ver the h0use . i wana stay in a h0stel . seri0usly whr i have m0re freed0m . whr pe0ple will respect my feelings .
trust me . th0usand and milli0ns 0f s0rr0ws are hidden behind that smile . i jus wana f0rget everything . i am 0nli 17 . but i haf suffered al0t . and al0t means al0t . Mr EX al0ne is en0ugh . he stilll msgs me . wad m0re y0u want fr0m me ? arent y0u happy en0ugh . sch00l life is kiling me . family . i have n0 c0mments . m0ney speaks . 0nli m0ney .
i am jus waiting f0r the ryte time . till den i will jus smile ar0und . like everythin is alryte . whr ppl wished they had a life like mine . carefree . the s0rr0ws will be deeply buried inside . sm0kedrinkclub