Sunday, May 10, 2009

am g0in such a difficult time ryte n0w . sighs . saw mr ex ytd . the st0ry g0es like dis :
. snarched my f0ne
.deleted my pics , c0ntacts and msgs
. br0ke my f0ne int0 half
.t00k my mem0ry card
.br0ke my simcard
.kicked me
.and said s0rry
.and asked me n0t t0 leave him .

and m0re happened . i jus d0nt wana share it . very very depressed . i am really thinkin 0f s0methin . if i d0 tat i will be s0 peaceful . my family w0uld lead a peaceful life .
and my bestfren w0uld be much relieved . but i am afraid t0 d0 it . all my imaginati0ns , happiness w0uld be g0ne . i am 0nli 17 . haven even turn 18 yet . yet i am suffering s0 much and n0t 0nli me , but my bestfren has t0 suffer al0ng t00 with me .
i am s0rry farhana . maybe y0u sh0uld jus st0p t0kin t0 me , s0 that things will be much better . i dun dare say tat t0 y0u c0s i n0e i wil die with0ut t0kin t0 y0u . y0u y0urself n0e h0w much i l0ve y0udi . tears jus dr0p aut0 wen i think ab0ut y0u and him . wad wr0ng did i d0 lah . why mus i sufer like dis di . babu . i will nvr f0rget y0u in my life . f0e landing me in such state . thanks br0 . s0 far everythin is quiet n0w . i am n0rt sure wen is the next tsunami g0nna 0c0ur . but all i can say is tat i am very tired . i can feel tat my heart is weak . i am super scared . n0rt sure wat is g0nna happen next . the next bl0w w0uld be a hard 0ne and i have clearly decided tat i will d0 tat s0methin which i am thinking ab0ut thr0ugh 0ut last wh0le night . if i were t0 be g0ne , dis w0uld be my last few p0sts which w0uld be very mem0rable . and everytime the h0usef0ne rings , myheart beats fast . i have bec0me quieter . and i m g0na be like dis . i d0nt want anym0re frens .
in dhe end the name tat i g0t : d0ke !

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