s0metimes it just kills y0u inside when y0u realise that y0u are n0 l0nger friends with y0ur bestfriend just because 0f y0ur selfishness .
is it w0rth it ?
but its t00 late .
♥ AnbeSivam.
9:02:00 PM
s0metimes w0uld y0u d0 anything t0 get l0ve even if it is g0nna end up ruining y0ur reputati0n ?
♥ AnbeSivam.
11:04:00 AM
Tuesday, September 14, 2010
feelings 0f disapp0intments . they are terrible . when y0u trust s0me0ne and when they sh0w their true c0l0urs , its g0nna be fucked up . empty pr0mises . heartbreakings ! life teaches y0u al0t . s0metimes i just ch00se t0 repeat the same mistakes 0ver and 0ver again . and i d0nt seem t0 be picking up myself again . hmm . like has t0 g0 0n n0 matter what
♥ AnbeSivam.
6:41:00 PM
Monday, August 30, 2010
T0m0r0w bukit bat0k sec0ndary sch00l w0uld be celebrating tacher's day celebrati0ns . hmm . i remember this day , where it is s0 exciting l00king at the perf0rmances and imp0rtantly sch00l finishing early . sighs . i seri0usly miss sec0ndary sch00l .
and i seri0usly miss her . . all t0 be blamed 0n me . 0n my jeal0usy . jeal0usy 0nli strikes when y0ur l0ved 0ne is g0ing away . but n0w l00king at it i feel s0 childish . back then , everyday i called her h0usef0ne and she kn0ws that by a few rings it w0uld be 0nly me . n0w we 0nli chat in msn . i seri0usly fucking miss her s0 much . i always tell myself that i cann0t aff0rd t0 l0se her and right n0w . . . I've g0t n0thing t0 say .
0n the 18th birthday , i wished up0n the candles that i sh0uld never be parted fr0m her , and i am still wishing !
♥ AnbeSivam.
10:19:00 PM
Sunday, May 9, 2010
this bl0g is n0t dead !
its jus that i had been either busy 0r t00 lazy . s0 far life has been the same . n0thing much difference . o am just enj0ying sch00l life right n0w . i had regrets g0ing int0 simei . but n0w i thank g0d f0r sh0wing me such w0nderful friends . i n0e they w0nt last l0ng . but i just wana create mem0rable m0ments with them . il0vethem . and it is still hanging in a thin strand . i just feel like giving up 0n her . i wish we nvr parted . if i had a wish i w-uld turn back time and treasure her . i am s0rry . f0r letting y0u d0wn . istilll0vey0utwin .
AND happy m0thers day . thanks mummy f0r being there f0r me . f0r helping me 0ut . f0r safing me fr0m that m0nster . il0ve y0u i dun0 what w0uld i bec0me with0ut y0u .
♥ AnbeSivam.
10:39:00 AM
Sunday, March 28, 2010
am back fr0m d0ing the health screening . s0 tired am n0t g0ing w0rk t0m0r0w ! i kn0w that i need a rest and it is a must . .
lately he is disturbing me . i keep thinking ab0ut the past . the t0rture i went thr0ugh the abuses . sighs . it is s0 difficult f0r me t0 f0rget and m0ve 0n . fuck him f0r it . when he was there , was als0 a pr0blem . when he is n0t its still a pr0b .
